Grateful

Last night was my Dads family Christmas Party... As I walked inside, I was overwhelmed with one feeling, gratefulness. Another year where we all got to gather together around the Christmas tree, have a great night of laughter, food and of course some serious RLC. Joking about what time did we think my Dad & Step mom (who are always late) would get there? Which ended up being only 20 minutes late. When I saw my sister walk in I just ran to her, she had all these gifts in her hand and I didn't even let her put them down first. We hugged for a few minutes and I just kept kissing her head... How lucky we are to live this life.

My boyfriend and I sat down on the couch as everyone began to tell stories about their day, their jobs, etc... And I caught myself just hugging him and kissing his cheek over and over, eventually he looked over at me and asked if I was alright? Lol I'm more than alright, I'm just so happy you're here. That our family got to laugh and smile last night while there are so many families are grieving this holiday season for what they've lost. The time will come when politics and laws need to be fought over, but this weekend was a time to grieve, to hold your loved ones close and to be grateful for the life you have, for those around you.

I like to think that I don't take this life for granted, that I tell the people I love that I love them, that I try to be a giving person who helps others, that I always remember there is someone who has it far worse than I could ever imagine. But when things like this happen, you just feel like you don't appreciate it enough... Nothing like a tragedy to remind us all that we need to make every day count. 

My thoughts and prayers are with those families and the Newtown community tonight... No one should ever go through what you've had to endure. I know the news is hard to watch, but it is important to know their stories, and to honor their memories. If you're so inclined to help out, then reach out to organizations who are trying to provide support and comfort in this time of need. Or just pay it forward for this life you have, pay for a strangers coffee, hold the door for someone, say thank you, and most importantly... Say I love you.